Ah, jeez..

Hi. I'm back again.

I know this isn't the ranting blog, but I felt like ranting after months of no update...(Was it a year already? IDK)

Anyway, yesterday the weather was so depressing...I went to school, blanked out through most of my classes except for history 'cause you can't blank out in history. Sat at the back, there were empty spaces at the front and I got called up front. But it wasn't just me so I'm okay.

Now what does this have to do with manga?

I've been working on chibi lately. And I drew a chibi hopping through a puddle. Thing is, she looked really mature rather than bright. And she looked pretty depressed. (Guess why, right?)

I'm so tired today, writing this at school. I mean I got eight hours of full sleep, but I'm still kinda out of it. We're watching Easy A in class, which somehow managed to depress me even more. Oh well, you can't have life without being depressed once, right?

Anyway, please don't hate me for a post like this. I'm so lame. But this week, I've been so out of it. My drawings are getting worse...I wish I had a scanner or something. I've been drawing, yeah, but for a career, I don't think it's enough. Guys are so hard to draw...T.T

My hands are getting better, though. I can actually draw a hand gripping something. I'd scan it up, with my phone or something at the least but this stupid netbook refuses to say okay I'll accept this new hardware. I'm so tired and depressed right now..I keep telling myself that Thanksgiving break is coming up very soon..but I don't know if I can get through this week.

Guys and oldies...They're the hardest. Actually, that's a lie. Well, I've never drawn an old person before and all the guys I drew (just one or two faces, I promise) all end up looking like girls. Except for one. I drew one, profile view, in the sideline of my writing notebook, but his arms ended up looking like a freaking potato.

Depressing, ain't it? What's wrong with me?? I'm getting enough sleep but I'm not getting anywhere...

Wow. I guess I'm getting way too emo. I doubt I'm going to kill myself soon though...

The real fun in korea

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MC's
Ji Soo Song = my bro
Ji Hwan Song = me

I'm Back

Sorry about the little updating I did. I was trying to find something to talk about...Got too lazy...And here I am, August 2nd, 2011.

Now I'm going to rant about how my manga's gonna get worse. My school calendar is full. It's driving me nuts just LOOKING at it. Scedule: get up at around 4:45AM, get to swimming practice by 5:30AM, swim for an hour and 45 minutes, make it to school, come back and I'm at Kenney again, swimming even MORE. Or it might be dry land training. Then I've got Homework plus piano plus violin plus organ plus youth orchestra to catch up with. Plus the rides back and forth are going to be crazy because Hamy's doing soccer practice. And for the first couple weeks I get weekend practices. I'm gonna have to scedule my full scedule carefully and there's a rehersal with the Youth Orchestra on Sunday that I have to skip because it overlaps two hours with my swimming practice, which I gotta prioritize over the orchestra because there's a meet on saturday that week.

Siiiigh. What a pain. Once you don't do something for a while, it just gets worse. And look what's happening to me. My manga was finally IMPROVING and it's going to get worse. But I'll do my best to keep posting. I'm following Shoujo stories (reminder: manga for girls) now, because I don't think I want to be watching gory anime all day long. So predictable...but cute. Yeah. :)

So, in conclusion, I'll be back. As much as I can, anyway. Life is so cruel.........

WOOPS

guess i was wrong.
it so happens that the actual manga of Boys before flowers was made in japan.....soo ummm yeah....

Manga's of korea

apparantly, South korea focuses more on Shoujo type manga's as compared to america and it's Shonen Jump. Shoujo types are more Romance related and more focused unto girl's perspectives.....as of now, i have finished reading a graphic novel by the name of "Boys before flowers." (all you korean drama fans should know it by the name of 꽂 보다 남자. Just to tell you, the drama was made before the manga, i think....and has a different story compared to its drama counterpart.
Also, i noticed that my friggin tab key wont friggin work DX.........
now, many are wondering if i actually understand that manga, since it is in korean form.....no. Well maybe halfway but that's all. The story line is completely stupid and all that.....some girl gets hit on one guy and that guy keeps on beating the %^& out of anybody else who touches her (And i bet you, there was a whole lot.)

NEWS TODAY,
I'm making a manga story about true statments to life.
Plz look foward to "My life's a manga."
Computer editor :Me
Illustrator: Me
Author: Me
Characters :Me.........and some other ppl in my life.

Noooooo!!

Yes. I may be overreacting but I just finished the movie...It's not a real movie...just an anime series made into a movie, kind of like Tsubasa Chronicles with its movie (with the same characters and maybe more), Princess of the Birdcage Kingdom...or something. I'm not sure about the title but Google it and you'll find it.

The movie I'm going nooooo about is Fate/Stay Night's Unlimited Blade Works. Yes. It's morally disturbing. (Did that sentence make sense anyway?) The anime itself was okay...The only reason why I'm so mad is because Saber, (main heroine) just HAS to die at the end!! As I read some of the manga I've grown to love her and she's gone....Both in the manga, the anime, and in the movie.

King Arturia, eh? Yeah. She's amazing...a kind of a character I want to write. I've tried to draw her armor but kinda failed, so my only fanart of her only has her in sideview with her head and shoulders. Arturia and her sword, Excalibur...(Saber's my wallpaper now!)

The manga is rated T, (13 and up) but don't bother reading something like this. As I said earlier, it's morally disturbing. The contents seem...weird. It's confusing (not as much as Tsubasa Chronicles though :D) and the storyline seems to be crammed with too many betrayals...and blood. Not that I haven't written bloody things before, it's just....disturbing, I suppose.

Aaaanyway, nice to have an update from you, Xepher!

Xepher's korean quest of awesomeness

hi guys, Korea is really a hard place to find internet connection. Asia is great! much more high-tech than america. Once i come back, im making a movie, video thing called (title above) see you all later (well..... technically not see.....)